This is such a wonderful lesson:
I need to remember and really try to apply this to myself, instead of feeling like this:
I keep telling myself it will all make sense one day and not to try and categorize everything in my life. I’m sure there’s a reason for everything, a purpose of some sort that will be revealed to me when it’s meant to. I just need to learn to be patient and be ok that my feelings don’t make any sense. I’ve already learned to let go of my anger and a host of other things, but the one thing I can’t seem to make peace with is to let myself feel whatever it is I want to feel, even if it’s completely illogical.
I gotta learn to let go, man. Lose control. Have faith.
Lol I’m sure I’ll get there…eventually.